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Original: 6/26/2009 1:09 AM
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Friday, June 26, 2009

Meds and Michael...Questions and Artists...

 

I haven't been here in a while.  I really don't have much to say. 

I've had to lower the dosage on my meds because I'm running out.  Cutting them in half.  I would go see someone about a refill, but there's a waiting list for mental health in PA.  I feel better than I have in ages, which is strange because... I was given this medication to better myself.  We will have to wait and see.

Michael Jackson is dead.  I have yet to look into how.  The King of Pop...  Oh man!!!  I remember jamming to Rock With You when I was 5.  He was my first favorite artist.  The beginning of my musical identity.  Michael... you will be missed.

Killswitch Engage.  American Melodic Death Screamo.  I don't know waht else to call it.  Oh... Pop Metal.  That works.  It's amazing, by the way.  Guess its name lol.

So I've sorta been talking to my friends exgirlfriend.  I don't know what's going on, but I do know I've decided to let wahtever may happen happen... end of story.  I haven't spoken to my friend about it yet.  Does that make me scummy?

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I don't think it does, I mean I guess it depends on how long they were together. Personally though, I think that if they aren't together then it shouldn't really involve him. What happens happen.
Posted 6/26/2009 1:27 AM by None_May_Have_Her Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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I think it was cardiac arrest. Not sure, though.

Does it make you -feel- scummy?
Not knowing your friend;s attatchment to his ex makes it impossible to answer; you'd know better than anyone, really.

Good to see you're feeling a little better.
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@butterflyknives - Thank you for the sentiment.  I does make me feel a lil scummy, i will admit.  I plan on talking to him aobut it.  We will have to wait and see.


@None_May_Have_Her - Are you sure?


@None_May_Have_Her - 

Posted 6/29/2009 9:03 PM by illwill85 Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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Well the way I see it is if she's a potential soulmate to you, why shouldn't you be allowed to find out? What if it does turn out you were meant to be but your friend, if he's a real friend he won't mind, said he didn't want you to. I could see him being uncomfortable and I could see maybe not wanting to see you two together, but that shouldn't keep you from finding happiness and your heart's desire, right? Just my opinion, but I hold love high and society low. -shrug-
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