I miss you today. this sucks. I feel like every time I put myself out there like hat, I get burned. I dont even know waht happened. All I know is that now I must move on with my life. I never thought anyone would ever do me like niki did. I feel that way about it, though. I cant help it. I love her, and she disappeared. She said I changed. She was the one who changed. Grew cold and distant. Changed the plans without even letting me know. Used me when she needed emotional support and left as soon as I needed it. Whatever. Fuck it. New meds. Waiting for the vistaril to kick in.
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