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Name: William
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Long Island
Birthday: 11/5/1985
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Friday, July 03, 2009

I wonder

I can feel you cutting yourself.  Right on the scar you left me with. 

 

New York tomorrow.  Cant wait to get out of this place.


Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Please peep the new track.  Its called "Elusive Emotion".  I wrote and produced the whole thingy solo.  I'm fucking back baby.  The way things are progressing, I will be done recording the album by the end of the summer. 

 

PLEASE...

FEEDBACK PEOPLE!!!!

GO to my audio section.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

stay metal \m/


Friday, June 26, 2009

Meds and Michael...Questions and Artists...

I haven't been here in a while.  I really don't have much to say. 

I've had to lower the dosage on my meds because I'm running out.  Cutting them in half.  I would go see someone about a refill, but there's a waiting list for mental health in PA.  I feel better than I have in ages, which is strange because... I was given this medication to better myself.  We will have to wait and see.

Michael Jackson is dead.  I have yet to look into how.  The King of Pop...  Oh man!!!  I remember jamming to Rock With You when I was 5.  He was my first favorite artist.  The beginning of my musical identity.  Michael... you will be missed.

Killswitch Engage.  American Melodic Death Screamo.  I don't know waht else to call it.  Oh... Pop Metal.  That works.  It's amazing, by the way.  Guess its name lol.

So I've sorta been talking to my friends exgirlfriend.  I don't know what's going on, but I do know I've decided to let wahtever may happen happen... end of story.  I haven't spoken to my friend about it yet.  Does that make me scummy?


Friday, June 19, 2009

New York is dead

I will put the audio up soon...

 

Taken far from sights he knew so well

Where lights ignite the night

The darkness brightens... caught up in the swell

Of the ocean wave crushing as he takes another pill

Adjusting chemicals inside his mind

Irrepairable by will

He has swallowed all he can bear

But they still reach for fragments of his soul

Cold steel like god across the flesh

Scarring like traintacks

En route to silent salvation's home

Everything fades into the backround

The blue melts away the red

Enter the white

Eyes blackened by a thousand memories

Hundreds of miles from what he used to be

New York is dead in his mind

Only existing inside fantasies

All fallacy

But when it's all broken down

He will never face the truth

Never was

Never will be

Never again

No recollection

How did he end up in this place

Beset on all sides by walls alien to his touch

Unfamiliar fragments of another life drift into his heart


Monday, June 15, 2009

i feel empty today

theres nothing more to say.

When is it gonna be my turn to love again?  This solitude is too much for me.   

 

 

Condemned.
My regret is not writing more for You, Lord.
As this ocean comes to be deeper our vessel becomes less stable.
Look to the sky.
Encourage the elements of God,
Rather than the jars that contain them.
If only the ingredients of man were of such elements.
If only.
With great horror, I admit that we all live off the lust and misfortune of others.
All live off the lust and misfortune of others.
This is vision, not contradiction.
I see greed in the face of a priest,
And deterioration in the walls of cathedrals.
What was right, now wrong,
Casts a cold reflection of glory.
Look to the sky

-The Devil Wears Prada "Big Wiggly Style"



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