January 21, 2010
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so the only person who checks this is a mystery person from ny with a safari browser…. wonder who that could be… HEY there mystery person… you can leave comments on my page without even having an account… make yourself known…
Someone from canada checked 24 pages of my blog 2 days ago… strange…
I am not happy… well… sorta… The things I expect to go well are not doing so… at all. THe things that are going well are unexpected. I dont cry that often anymore. THats gotta count for something. NUMEIRA IS BACK TOGETHER>>>>granted its just jon(guitarist) and I writing music, but its happening again…. with ton and vin gone we can really focus on what Numeira was meant to be: An amazing fuck-off metal band. I cant believe this is happening.
I still miss her sometimes… PEople tell me thatas normal but I dont feel it should be. SHe moved on. Why cant I? I mean… im not sasying im stuck on her memory or anything, but sometimes I find myself thinking waht she is doing that that second. Sometimes I hope she thinks of me and cant help but weep.
devin townsend show in 9 days… I cant wait….
